My husband often wonders why I watch so much crap on TV. It occurred to me recently that I look forward to this media madness almost daily and I figured out why. Everyday from the moment that I am brutally awakened by a high pitch yet angelic voice until the moment the same voice ceases in the evening, I am constantly worried about the weight of my words, the tone of my voice, and the scars I may be producing on my offspring. Did I give that issue enough weight of importance, did I give too much to that one. Have I caused permanent damage. WILL I GET SOME TIME TO MYSELF!!!!
These are the questions I ask myself daily and that is with ONE child.As I contemplate the second, and consider my husband's mother, who had 12 herself, I wonder do I possess enough to give to them all and still have anything left for myself?
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